Tuesday, April 2, 2013
Pity Party...table of 1
I'm having a whiny and pitiful day today. So be forewarned!
Tired of counting calories. Tired of having to internally debate every single thing I put in my mouth. Tired of exercising. Tired of "the process". And literally tired from not sleeping well last night.
Realistically, I know that there is no one to blame here but myself. For starting down the road of bad habits and not doing something about it sooner.
Physically and emotionally I am just drained today. I will give myself this one day but then back at it first thing tomorrow. When I get home from work, I am going to get in my jammies and chill out.
You ever think that even though things look ok on paper, that you feel like you really haven't given everything your best effort? That's how I feel about my weekend. I just feel like I didn't do my best in several ways. My eating was way, way off and even though we did 3+ hours of yard work on Saturday, I didn't get any of my "normal" exercising in. And I am paying the price dearly on the scale this morning with my weekend food choices.
So that is my story about today. Hopefully tomorrow, I will wake up and be in a much better mood and my mind will be right again.